Saturday, January 10, 2009

Super Heros, Secret Identities, ect

In case you missed my last few entries I have met a man from my 4 week trial from match.com.... but not really met him in person!

As Super Lady, I am very aware of my inability to just let someone in. I have a lot going on here to protect! And, yes, I am using this blog entry to justify myself and my selfish reasons for not driving 200 miles to see Mr. Match. He, however, has offered himself to drive here anytime I am ready.

I am not ready.

As time goes on, and we fall deeper and deeper- I am more and more nervous and reluctant to meet and reveal my secret identity. It is almost a sure thing that we will work out. So much so that if he decides he doesn't like me after our first date- then I will lose my Super Lady status. There could be catastrophic consequences for many if Super Lady goes down.

He says I am beautiful. So last night I decided to send him another picture. But this one will not be as good as the other photos I have sent. This one will show my dark side....my zits, my roots, and maybe even a double chin. Why not all three!!

Which picture should I send? The only way I could get away with sending him a zitty, rooty, double chinny photo is if I was standing next to a very important person. Say....Barack Obama. One of the worst photos in history ever taken of Super Lady (and Super Girl) is of me and Barack Obama. Presidential Candidate. Zits. Roots. Double chin. Check. Check. Check....and Check.

In regards, Charlie, to my ugly picture- this is what Mr. Match says: "I've seen your worst picture..could you please keep yourself for me..and see how sweet I will be with you!
I am just lucky to have met you at this point in my life Super Lady...just when I am ready.
I hope you are ready to work on love..something that lasts a long and happy life....let today in your heart be the beginning of a worthwhile journey into intimacy, acceptance, faithfulness, commitment, joy,hope and love unlimited. Hold on to these words."

Can't go back now....

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